WeaveCast and Re-Thinking My Weaving Goals a Little

I have been making my way (slowly) through the past episodes of WeaveCast, a wonderful, free PodCast all about weaving by Syne Mitchell. (Go download a couple of episodes! It's great listening!)

Anyway, I recently listened to Episode 12, Weaving Resolutions, in which Syne interviewed a fabulous weaver named Anita Luvera Mayer. Ms. Mayer creates astonishingly beautiful Art-to-Wear clothing:

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Anyway, listening to her speak with Syne really got me thinking about what I'm doing with my weaving... I've had an Etsy shop for about a year now, and participated in the Weavers' Guild of Boston sale for the first time this past November. And it's been amazing - people are actually buying just about everything that I can weave! Very neat.

But.

I can feel myself getting caught up in the race, in a way. Wanting to weave-weave-weave so that I can keep my shop stocked, to sell more... I think, as Syne and Anita mentioned, that in some ways contemporary American society only really rewards artistic endeavor when it has a price tag attached. (Amazing how my extended family reacted, for example, when I was able to say that I made about $X in sales this past year from my weaving - and with a newborn, at that. Hey, instant validation!)

I definitely think there is some merit in that, and that weaving for the marketplace can serve a function (keeping an obscure art alive, e.g.). But I also think that I need to step back a little bit and weave a little more just for myself, or for exploration's sake. Like Anita, I'm in the fortunate position that I don't *need* to sell my weaving to support myself. It's really nice when I do, and certainly makes me feel a lot less guilty about buying so much yarn and equipment, but it's not like we won't be able to pay the mortgage if I don't sell four scarves this month.

So, with Conall getting a little older (one year old!!!), and my search for outside studio space underway, I think I am finally going to try to do some of the more experimental/artistic weaving projects that I have had floating around in my head for quite a while.

I'm not sure where my reluctance to do so until now has come from. Not fear of failure - I'm really very ruthless about cutting bad projects off the loom. (I have a very finite amount of time to create, I'm not going to waste it by dinking around with a failed project.) Maybe fear of taking up a loom with a time-consuming project that may turn out terribly has been at the bottom of it. I really don't have much time, after all - this post has taken me almost 24 hours to write! :) Being a Mom is hugely time-consuming, obviously, but things keep getting easier...

At any rate. That's just what I've been thinking about lately. Hope I didn't bore you to tears.